Wonderstruck

plan failed

Mon, 03 Sep 2012 10:44:36 -0400

didn’t get skinny before school started.. so can i just not go? lolz

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Mon, 03 Sep 2012 00:51:10 -0400

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Fri, 31 Aug 2012 21:47:13 -0400

NYC

Going to start using this again

Fri, 31 Aug 2012 19:27:58 -0400

I wonder what I did to deserve such bad friends. I just want to feel wanted. Some days I’m happy and then some I just feel really alone. All I want to know is why. Why am I no ones first choice? I try and be the best person I can be, so why don’t I get anything good in return? I just reallllly hope that things turn around for the better. Anyway, school starts in a couple of days. I’m really nervous for this year because I need to do really good. I’m excited to keep busy and be on a schedule though. Home is back to being a little lonely now that my sister is back at school.. I miss her so much and it’s only been a week and a half. I can’t even believe how fast this Summer went by, it wasn’t even anything special. I had my fun here and there but I didn’t get anything accomplished. Hopefully I’ll have a good junior year to make up for it!

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Tue, 03 Apr 2012 02:14:59 -0400

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Mon, 02 Apr 2012 23:30:48 -0400

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Mon, 02 Apr 2012 23:25:03 -0400

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Thu, 29 Mar 2012 20:34:58 -0400

miss this smile!

Thu, 29 Mar 2012 20:33:45 -0400

miss this smile!

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Tue, 27 Mar 2012 21:52:29 -0400

falseheartbeats: I’m gonna steer clearI’d burn up in your...

Sun, 25 Mar 2012 22:22:00 -0400

falseheartbeats:

I’m gonna steer clear
I’d burn up in your atmosphere
I’m gonna steer clear
‘Cause I’d die if I saw you
Die if I didn’t see you there

wow

Sun, 25 Mar 2012 22:19:26 -0400

wow

& I just wonder if sometimes you miss it so much it hurts.. like I do.

Sat, 24 Mar 2012 14:43:31 -0400

& I just wonder if sometimes you miss it so much it hurts.. like I do.

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Sat, 24 Mar 2012 11:56:33 -0400

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Sat, 24 Mar 2012 11:55:22 -0400

I’m so sick of feelings this way.. i’m just so hurt, all the time. And it’s so easily hid with a smile. I don’t want to feel like I don’t matter to anyone.. but I feel as if I’m always someones second choice, that I need everyone way more than they’d need me. My so called friends don’t ever ask me to hangout anymore.. and I can’t figure out why. I try so hard to make everyone happy.. to make them feel good about themselves, but I get nothing in return, it makes me feel useless and unwanted. Am I so invisible to the point where no one even bothers anymore? I just feel like I don’t belong here.

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Sat, 24 Mar 2012 11:48:49 -0400

need some summer sun.. and a tan

Sat, 24 Mar 2012 11:47:30 -0400

need some summer sun.. and a tan

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Sun, 18 Mar 2012 22:04:57 -0400

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Sun, 18 Mar 2012 22:04:24 -0400

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Sun, 18 Mar 2012 19:56:00 -0400